HIV and AIDS

In My Words

I am sure a lot of people will be wondering why someone would like to share their life of HIV online, well in all honesty I don’t know but I have kids a family that I need to take care of, so I figured  if I can’t get a job because I have to stay home to take care of my kids and partner, why not find something to make the best out of my situation.

And by the way i actually have a blog and a Web site dedicated to the couse for awareness and well being of myself and those that care to know. I try my best to update as many times as possible with several topics which i will post here as well. I do not only concetrate on me being HIV+ or only talk about it when i get suggestions from people i write them to stimulate debate.

Well here we are, a web site in all hope that I can make something out of it by sharing my day to day life with those that would like to know what really does go on in the head of some people “like me” to welcome questions suggestions opinions etc. There are no guarantees people will follow this but I will share what I can to those that want to hear.

I will start by the obvious, how does life feel that I am HIV positive, that I will die, worse I have kids, what happens to them, so who might go first my partner or myself, what if I just killed myself ( this on the background that suicide becomes a daily thought) you feel it’s a matter of when rather than if. When family and friends seem not to be there because you are a burden life seems just not what it should be.

I can poll my heart out to people out there on the web but I not looking for sympathy I would like people to know what life really is like. If you are in a similar situation as I am I would like to hear from you because only we can make ourselves stronger. I am always looking for people out there to share i care for your privacy and my own so nothing to worry about there. Follow my other POSTS HERE 

Please do send me an email with a topic to explore…….