A Open Letter to God

Dear god.

 How are you today- I hope you are well.

I am not that good -thanks for asking.

My husband was admitted the other day to psychiatric ward, but you probably know already.

And I am so worried, worried about my little family ,my husband, my two girls.

And wondering why do we have to have this in our life,

First over several years of unemployment. (husband)

 Finally he gets a job ,and then 3 months after he has a breakdown, depression  or we do not know what it is called.

Dear god ,do you know what it is like to love some one who get s smaller and smaller everyday?

And how do I explain little people, why their father is sad, I try but I cant.

I am not saying I  did not expect it, because he has been sad for a very long time.

But when god is it going to be a bit easier, ?

 I know life is good ,but at the moment I am just suffering, and in pain. things will get better soon.

I try not to be angry -but at the moment things are just so hard.