Argh!! I Hate Yelling at My Boys
Have you ever gone through a period of time where all it seems you do is yell at your children because they just NEVER seem to listen?
Lately, it seems as if life has taken a HUGE step backwards. What with the impending move to Darwin and all the stress associated with such a move from Perth plus all the dramas I am experiencing with my eye-sight lately, things (life) just seems to be a little too difficult of late.
The worse thing about all of this stress is that all we ever seem to be doing is yelling at our boys. Everytime we ask them to do something, they refuse. They have been very rude and obnoxious of late. I know that most people will say “well that’s boys for you” and tell me to build a bridge and get over it. If only I could!
With both boys being in the autism spectrum, I understand whole heartedly that life will be difficult – every minute of every day, I am reminded of this as I am literally pulled from one end of the spectrum to the other. I understand that part of it.
What I don’t like is how all of this makes me feel. I feel like the biggest failure on the planet. I feel as if no matter what I do or what I say, NOTHING is going to make my life easier. I take my medication and I do my yoga yet neither of these is helping to relieve my stress at the moment.
Oh, I do know that life will be easier and that things will more than likely improve as soon as I have finished writing this post to get all of these negative feelings out of me.
I hate feeling like this =/
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