Many Shades of Depression

Inside the depressive mind is it…

You feel lost, alone afraid, worthless, your no good your lazy selfish, slob, cant do anything right, your twit your weird can screw up a wet dream, you can make alone you’d be lost without your abuser, but you know you can but the fear lies inside for what would they do if you left them to have a life free of the harsh words and anguish torment that they even don’t know they suffer upon you.

They would think you’re a wuss and to suck it in. Its life and its not nice.

In this analysis did we find that depression is a sub effect from something much deeper? It’s a depression of environment; prescribing medication doesn’t treat anything in this case here. It will only numb the issue. Therapy logical explanation. Find the root and pluck it out. What is left though is a gaping hole which now needs to heal and it does so slowly. There are times of fall backs just like a suffering addict. For this shade of depression is from emotional abuse. Year and years of constant ridicule just like brainwashed in you. It hard to think any other way than but you are a loser.

Stand up for your self you are worth something be strong tell them to be gone.

This is your typical therapist speech. So easy to say they have not had year of tormented put downs to make you think you are a worthless piece of crap.

Yet it’s probably none the truer and no matter how much therapy we get it all has to do with us. US our decision to stop it and say no more. I will rise from these burn ashes, I am strong, beautiful and worthy of so much more and I pity you the one who tired to crush my spirit. I will not die. My spirit will not die.

One moment your happy the next your sad and crying, no I love you I hate you. This is another shade of depression a depression of the mind and chemical imbalance that perhaps one can not control. Here the implications of medication is condoned and can work to keep the person chemicals balanced.

Can the same approach be done for this kind? While most not recommend it. For this is a chemical in the mind depression not an onset from something environmental. It can be said yes and they perhaps they have some inner demons they don’t know about and have to face. It’s all an inner struggle of the human spirit.