The Resolution and Inspiration to Lose Weight

I no longer have the resolution to exercise.  I sat listening to my son’s Japanese music and view the silent TV.  I was negligent with my diet and actually devoid quite a lot of food.  The boys had gone to a movie and I had put in a full day’s work.  The early morning walks does not seem to be working.  Now I wear a size 16 top and size 12 bottom.  How spoon-like.  What happened to the hour glass?  The few days of walking slimmed down my bottom and redeposited the dangerous fat on my upper body.  My skin has become dry from the moldy air in the apartment where the vent to the opening in the wall is no longer there.  So dust was regularly deposited into my bedroom.  I purchased an air purifier from a yard sale. Shopping is always an easy fit, wouldn’t you agree?  The goldfish has lost its gold because of the moldy water it has to swim in between lack of money to buy spring water recommended by the pet store owner.  Crystals at the bottom of the aquarian is not to be found. A quick trip to the department store will fix the problem after checking the apartment for loose coins.  I do not have the drive to stick to my slogan to work and win.  Oh, I forgot the other “w” which as I recall now is to write.  How do I resolve again to lose weight, not such as easy fix?

I suddenly remembered a TV show once where two guys were always eating because the girlfriend was just a great cook.  This cook was perfect in every way, shape and form.  The show was an episode of “Two and a Half Men.” Then to their surprise, she became sad at Christmas time.  Though, she was doing a good job fattening up handsome Charlie Sheen, she became sad at this time of the year.  The cute model sized guest star with great looks said that she was sad because “Santa Claus never comes.”  This grown woman still believed in Santa Clause even though I am sure the writers were just having a fun  field day with the TV script.  After watching the show, I was inspired to turn my thinking about food around.  I know I should eat more during the day to tackle the beast of an appetite that hits me in the evenings.  I decided to eat less in the a.m. to reduce calories in the p.m.  Why feed an appetite in the morning when it is not there?  I also resolved once again to eat fruits and vegetables and not to overeat.    I intuitively traded the model’s unrealistic belief in Santa Claus to a real belief to obtain what she already had.  She was able to control her weight which has been so hard for me. The even tradeoff of thought processing, which may seem irrational to others worked for me.  Now I will get on with the other “w” that can help me with this battle.  On again with my daily walks, I have been rebirthed with a resolve to lose the weight.