My Pregnancy of Witty
Losing a baby.
It was 18th of June 2007 when I went to the pharmacy for my pregnancy test as for whatever reason is I don’t want to do the test for myself. I was so full of joy that my eyes were into tears when the pharmacist told me that I am positive. At last for years of waiting I finally got pregnant. My husband obviously can’t wait to come from work home when I called him about the good news and he phoned right away his family about my pregnancy. I was so pleased when his family voluntarily told us that they will be the one to buy those big baby stuff like car seat, pram, cot and my parents can’t wait to see their grandkid. Each day my husband comes home early from work he always pop-in to the baby shop and buy clothes for the baby, maybe he’s thinking that our baby is a boy because he bought colour blue and green clothes.
I seen my doctor and follow all his prescription and advice. I started reading pregnancy books and asked some tips from my mum and my best friend who just gave birth last December 2006 as this is my first pregnancy. For my excitement I started doing my cross-stitch for small frames for my baby’s room and even my husband already have a name for our baby.
On my first appointment for scan, my husband decided to take a day off from work so that he can go with me. He wanted to see our baby for the first time. And I kept on reminding him about what my best friend told me that I can get a copy of my baby’s image on DVD. When Josephine the one who scanned me from Ante-natal department told us that she can’t find a baby or even a heart beat turn my excitement into sadness. All of a sudden while she kept on explaining about my situation, I can’t help myself stop crying. It didn’t even absorb to me what she’s talking about until my husband calm me down. She told me that she don’t want me give any hopes but she would be happy to scan me again after a week. I keep on thinking about my case but my husband is full of hopes and for being positive he’s talking to our baby and named him/her Witty as he/she likes to hide from us.
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jaz | Aug 13, 2007 | Reply
dont worry GOD has plan for you, like my husband said “if blessing will not come, just wait…. GOD has a good plan for us… me to i waiting for child, were married now for four years but no sign of pregnancy. Alway Look the good side God is always thier to here our prayers….
Anonymous | Aug 13, 2007 | Reply
im sorry on your loss…agree with Jaz that God has a plan. sometimes,its not what we want but what is best for us that God allow thses things to happen.
meanne | Aug 13, 2007 | Reply
im sorry for the loss of witty..god still making the best plan for you..maybe its not yet time witty to come.maybe soon.just keep on praying and god will provide what you need.stay happy and godluck.
south korea | Aug 14, 2007 | Reply
I’m so sad about it…one of the happiest person and waiting to see each other with healthy playing children…as they said God has plan and not only a plan but good and the best plan for each one of us…don’t loss your hope, keep on waiting..
Pinoy | Oct 21, 2007 | Reply
Dont cry sadness tears, as burden to Witty on road to Heaven. smile your teardrops making a ladder of clouds upwards!!!
Mystery of life can be hard but not really, forever belief is our strong hold.
chito galang | Oct 27, 2007 | Reply
when god closes the door he opens a window